Monday, July 7, 2008

Tongue-Tied

Last night at dinner, we had yet another "GOD" conversation. More than anything else, I wish I knew what to say when B goes on the defensive. I always feel under attack when we are able to talk about my faith/his lack of faith.

It wasn't until I got home, that I remembered what I should've done. Last month, my new friend Lynn wrote about the very same thing. I failed to do something so simple - pray. I got so caught up in what I wanted to say, I didn't give GOD any room in my thoughts to share HIS words with Bryan. I feel so foolish.

I am praying fervently for another opportunity to be obedient. I am praying for HIS forgiveness because I acted on my desires, instead of waiting for his. I continue to pray that GOD will melt Bryan's heart, draw him back home and mold him into the spiritual leader I know he was designed to be.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Girl,

I love your sweet heart for God. Just recognizing where we need help is on the right track.

Love you. Hugs!

Rosheeda said...

You know it'll be alright. Just rest. Everybody fails at some point. Trust me. Yesterday was just a minefield of disaster. Just get back up and keep on kickin'.